My third year of JET is complete. It was a good year overall--not without its low points, but great nonetheless.
I accomplished quite a few things:
- Finished my first year teaching at one large elementary school.
- Got a chance to socialize and hang out more with friends.
- Completed (well, almost) two costumes for this year's Otakon.
- Befriended a Japanese person and conversation partner.
About that last one. He quickly became a close friend. I'm not even sure how. We're the same age, we like the same Japanese band, we can joke with each other, he loves learning English, and he encourages me to practice Japanese. I remember words and phrases so much more easily because of him. He also takes interest in everything about me--modeling, cosplay, the music I like, my family and friends back home. I introduced him to one of my favorite fashion brands, Vivienne Westwood. He wasn't familiar with it before but immediately took a liking to the colors and styles. I gave him a Vivienne Westwood coin purse I happened to already have that also happened to be his favorite color.
Needless to say, I took a romantic interest in him. Though I do have Japanese friends here, he's the first that I've really felt close to. That glass wall that I always felt existed between me and Japanese people wasn't there when I started talking to him. I feel comfortable talking to him and joking with him, playing Dynasty Warriors (my favorite game) and I'm even fine when I lose to him in Tetris (anyone who knows me knows that I hate losing). He's like a best friend to me and I've been happier since we started conversation practice a few weeks ago.
Too bad he's taken. Curses, foiled again.
It's hard living as an introverted, single woman in a foreign country. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't lonely and depressed sometimes. I'm watching my friends on Facebook as they all get boyfriends and girlfriends, or get married, or have children. Well, the children I can do without...but I'd love a chance at companionship.
So I'll grab a drink, sit on my couch, listen to my favorite music, and work on my cosplay. And I'll continue to tell myself that, the reason I'm still single is because God is preparing someone incredibly and unimaginably awesome for me...
In the meantime, here's to a (hopefully) more fortunate 4th year of JET. 乾杯...Cheers.